She was......

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She was sure of herself. She thought she was. She wasn't actually. She's always been dilly dallying. She never really knows. Atleast now she's sure. She tried. It did not work. At the end she is liberated. She is like a free bird. Yet she thinks that maybe things would have been different...NAh...no point thinking..she's never been one of those really analytical types. Of course she is a little hurt. The message was loud and clear. She would have been stupid not to read the signs. She was expecting it. In fact this is how she wanted it to end. Still "hope" was one thing pandora locked up when she closed the box. So she hopes! I've told her it's no use. She knows it's of no use but she still hopes. I want to squash all her hopes. Tell her it won't happen. But she is a dreamer and she dreams. I don't want to be the spoke on her wheel. Let her dream. Sadly for her this dream will definitely not come true.......

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P said…
You should tell her that it is dreams like those that give her a window into seeing it translate into reality. And that she should not let go of her dream as long as she believes in it. Good things come to you when you expect it the least.
8:16 AM
ESIH said…
I agree with P,and never let go of your dreams..never stop persuing with the fear of failing, circumstances changes and so does life..at some point or the other, all your dreams come just true..good luck..
6:32 PM
Indy said…
Pri, I know just what you are talking about. I can empathize with you . All I want to say is that everything that happened happened for your best! I really know that something great is awaiting you!

Love you dearest!can't wait for you to come back!
10:25 AM
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